Discovering Myself
I discovered
myself through all of my pain, struggles, experiences, and achievements. I have
discovered myself through the people around me and a part of me. I loved my God
since my parents introduced him to me, and to fully love God and the people
around me is that, I have to love myself first. If I love myself, I will know
what I hate, and I hate the smell of cigarettes, I hate the type of people who
doesn’t take care of themselves, who drink too much alcohol and be abusive to
other people, those who uses drugs and kill people, then blame the drugs for
what they have done, I hate those who bully others just to prove to themselves
that they are powerful and dominating than others, those people who makes fun
of other people’s flaws and disabilities just because they’re different, and
most of all, I hate the type of person who doesn’t keep their words and
promises.
I have
discovered myself through my achievements, for all my struggles of battling my
inner-self every day for the decisions I have to make, either good or bad, but
the thought most fulfilling is that, I have won my battles not by myself, but
with the help of my family, my friends, and my faith to God, without them, I would
have succumb to the dark embrace of depression and loneliness. For I have
discovered the source of my pain, and that is my pride, and where there is
pain, there is love, for I have found my strength in knowing my weakness, and
that is my family, my friends, and to my God. For they have accepted me, as I have
finally accepted myself.
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