I am Beautiful no matter what they say,
because words can’t bring me down
Have you ever been insulted? To be
made fun of? To be teased? And be the target of bullying? Just because of how
you look? I have. As a child I love to eat, I was not disciplined and left
alone to eat whatever I see in the refrigerator. Because of that, I grew up to
be fat, I would not sugar coat it, I am fat. Because of my weight and how cruel
kids can be back at elementary school days, I was teased constantly by the school
bully. Of course I have friends too, many would say I was cute because of my
chubby cheeks, but I was a sensitive child, so all the insults stab my young
heart.
The bullying continued till I am a 1st
year in high school, the pattern still continues. My friends would always tell
me not to take the teasing seriously and shrug off the insults from the boys. I
know that I am pretty, even though I am fat, many would say to me to lose some
weight, I never really cared about my weight. But for some people, they just
really love to make people cry. So when I reached 2nd year, I changed, whenever the boys
would insult me, I would just glare at them, which really scared them, and I would
throw their bags from the 3rd floor building. I had a bad temper
back then, with just a little insult would make me explode. I was called a
sadist or a bully by the time I reached 3rd year, I would throw
wooden chairs whenever I am in a bad mood and bully my close friends.
I was not a good person back in high
school, but I thanked God for giving me true friends who stick with me during
my rebellious phase, they understand why I did the things I had done back then,
and they forgive me every time. Now in college, no one insults me anymore because
of my weight, only my closest friends, but I know that coming from them is an endearment.
Although they would always bother me to lose some weight, and what a pity it is
because I am beautiful even with my current weight, but I would be more
beautiful if I was sexier. I would just shrug it off, because I am beautiful,
no matter what the say and no matter what I weight.

























