RHETORIC QUESTION (ESSAY COLLECTION 2)

I am Beautiful no matter what they say,

because words can’t bring me down

          Have you ever been insulted? To be made fun of? To be teased? And be the target of bullying? Just because of how you look? I have. As a child I love to eat, I was not disciplined and left alone to eat whatever I see in the refrigerator. Because of that, I grew up to be fat, I would not sugar coat it, I am fat. Because of my weight and how cruel kids can be back at elementary school days, I was teased constantly by the school bully. Of course I have friends too, many would say I was cute because of my chubby cheeks, but I was a sensitive child, so all the insults stab my young heart.

         The bullying continued till I am a 1^st year in high school, the pattern still continues. My friends would always tell me not to take the teasing seriously and shrug off the insults from the boys. I know that I am pretty, even though I am fat, many would say to me to lose some weight, I never really cared about my weight. But for some people, they just really love to make people cry. So when I reached 2^nd  year, I changed, whenever the boys would insult me, I would just glare at them, which really scared them, and I would throw their bags from the 3^rd floor building. I had a bad temper back then, with just a little insult would make me explode. I was called a sadist or a bully by the time I reached 3^rd year, I would throw wooden chairs whenever I am in a bad mood and bully my close friends.

         I was not a good person back in high school, but I thanked God for giving me true friends who stick with me during my rebellious phase, they understand why I did the things I had done back then, and they forgive me every time. Now in college, no one insults me anymore because of my weight, only my closest friends, but I know that coming from them is an endearment. Although they would always bother me to lose some weight, and what a pity it is because I am beautiful even with my current weight, but I would be more beautiful if I was sexier. I would just shrug it off, because I am beautiful, no matter what the say and no matter what I weight.